*/ rhapsody!

2010-03-15T17:17:00.006+08:00

Good for you, bad for me
When i can hardly see>>

Howdy!
This is my tumblr site. :D
I'll switch between that and here i guess.

Anyhows.
This is awesome. I wna try this when i ever have the chance to sleep in a sleeping bag. (:
Try that with me, and we can fall smack to the ground tgt. :D

2010-02-23T12:45:00.004+08:00

(: tumblr seems much more interesting lately. Had been comtemplating to switch over but i'd been a real lazy girl to do so. Heh! But well, my tumble site is up already! ((:
Dont worry, -rhapsody.bs, you'll remain cos you hold far too much memories for me to delete. (:
My tumblr site is pretty much still undone, but if you want, you can try asking from me. (:

&oh btw, cny was awesome. (:
Fireworks lagged by afew seconds after midnight, but it's still really pretty. I hope everyday's like cny. You just have to go around visiting, basking in the lovely company of your loved ones, and oh, the angbaos! Heehee. ((:

Everybody wants happiness;
Nobody wants pain.
But you can't have a rainbow;
Without a little rain.

Prelims/exams are just around the corner!
So are both National Footdrill Comp 2010 and Arts Festival 2010.
All the bestttt! :D

2010-01-27T00:12:00.004+08:00

I think i maybe
Falling for you>>

Hello! (:
Been too lazy/busy to blog recently. Everytime i thought of smth to blog, the feeling to do so just got zapped away the moment i sit in front of this laptop.
But anyhoos, i hope everyone's enjoying every single thing in their life right now! (: Embrace life, and treasure it. This way, when it's gone, at least you can spare yourself the pain of regrets (of not treasuring it in the first place).

Dont forget to breathe slow.
Count from one to ten, with my eyes closed.

Sometime ago in 2009! Dejin's place for a delicious meal! :D

Chef at work! :D

Appetizer!

Main course!

Tiramisu!

Goody friend! :D

Thank you, chef! (:

Surfers' xmas party at darren's! :D

Oh oh, i've a photo of him which i promise will be up on my blog! :D

THANK YOU VERY MUCH, DARREN NG TENG YI. FOR DONATING BLOOD, AND BEING SUCH AN ANNOYING YET ENTERTAINING AND NICE FRIEND TO ME. STOP BEING MEAN TO ME, IRRITANT!
BUT YAY, PINK BAND. YOU LOVE PINK. :D

Picnic at Marina with clique on one beautiful, windy saturday, after a terrible horrible poa test. ):
Bryan's belated birthday celebration! (:
But it's such nice weather to be out in the sun, almost of us had a tan.

I really think the guys in the clique are super cute when they take group photo. :D

Many things happening lately, be it the few number of redcross events which i'll be involved in. Or the various things that are happening at home. Or even the exams papers that are waiting for us in March/May.
Everything seems so heavy, making me feel so weary. ):

A clown can't make a fool out of himself forever.
And one can't keep smiling forever.

But above all, i just hope i'll have the reassurance from someone, anymore, or everyone, that today will end and tomorrow will be a better day; a better start.

So if you're in my shoes, and you needed this kind of assurance. (:

Tomorrow will be a better day!

2010-01-13T11:46:00.000+08:00

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know that
Baby you belong with me, you belong with me>>

2009 was history, 2010 is present.
Present, as in, a gift. (: So embrace it, and treasure it. (:

Photo summary of things which happened so far! :D
1/1/2010; Astons with family.

Happy (belated) birthday daddy! :D
Yay, chiayizhe, i finally brought you to astons already! :D

2/1/2010; Gift exchange with Szemian + Bryan's bday celebration with AHBF at jp's dian xiao er.

Happy birthday, dearest Best! :D
Thanks for always going the extra mile for our clique gathering! Hope you like the cake we did for you, &the dinner at dxe. Hahah, you'd better! (:
Yay, you're the first to hit the big 2 in this whole clique. Ohmyg, you're old! :D
Haha! But we'll still love you. All the more, all the same.
Keep smiling!
Loads of love,
Fangs!

5/1/2010; Exam fees payment at RELC followed by town with hy &hl.

4.7.8/1/2010; Blood Donation Drive 2010! :D

A pity there wasnt any full committee photo.
But anyhoos. Awesome group of friends! Heehee. (: Event duty is 1/5 guiding people how to register for blood d, 4/5 chitchatting with committee. :D
Pizza hut dinner to end off the whole event. Those ohmygosh-dangerous topics over the dining table. Hahah! (: Loads of laughter shared! Definitely another thing i'm totally grateful for in my journey in campus. :D

One thing i started off in year 2010, is to go everywhere with a grateful heart. (:
Stop complaining, start thanking.
Stop whining, start appreciating.
(: 2010 will be one of the most awesome year for you, if you're going to believe it.

The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it.
So make your wish. Believe in it. With all your heart
- Friend, Darren Ng.

2009-12-31T11:11:00.001+08:00

I'm not a girl, not yet a woman
All i need is time, a moment that is mine while i'm in between>>

Year 2009 has been an unexpectedly fast year.

I've learnt alot. I've grown alot. I've matured alot. (:

My ways of thinking changed, for both the better &the worst.
But im certain i cant be more happy the way i am now. My life isn't perfect, that i know. But at least i've the capabilities of looking through these imperfections &find joy in the tiny things in life.
This is how life should go. I hope all my friends will realise this fact in some point of their lives, &live with a smile on their faces. (:

Really, i do.
Some think i changed into another person, someone they dont think they recognised me anymore.
But i just want them to know, i'm still wenfang inside. If ever, they need me around, i'm just always a call/msg away. :D

Some said it's so hard to break out of who they were initially. I just replied, it's hard, not impossible. It's all in the mind &all up to how much you really want them. (:

If you didn't get what you want in mind, it's because you didn't want it
hard enough.

2009 had been a fruitful year, not a perfect one definitely, but a year which i learnt alot of lessons from.
Getting stuck in the mud, yet refusing to budge, is one of the dumbest thing to do.
Wallowing in self-pity is the most stupid thing one can ever do.
Get a grip, get up, &move on in life.
Just because you're sad, doesn't mean the world will stop revolving for you.
Because life still goes on, &everyone should too.

Believe in yourself. (: That's another thing we should all learn.
Hopefully 2010 will be another good year for all of us!

Happy birthday, daddy! <3>

2009-12-29T10:22:00.002+08:00

I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before>>

Merry 4th day of xmas! :D
Don't exactly celebrate xmas like those churchies, but who am i to reject more holidays? (:

Driving without instructor &L-plate has been awesome, minus-ing the not so awesome parts like getting horned at some irritating drivers who refused to acknowledge my P-plate! ): Getting lost even with the GPS &end up driving in circles. Scratching the car (!).
But it's been such an awesome exprience. (:
Makes me feel like saving up for a car. :D
Scratching the car is the biggest deal of them all. It got me into the pits, &erase all my confidence in had in myself. Bad bad bad. ):
Thanks goodness i've my family and friends to solve all my problems &standing by me. (:
Yay.

Been out too many days, i get sick of beng out of the house. ):
I just wna stay put at home, &watch tv all day.
Waterloo street on 23rd, Holland V/Westmall with friends on 24th. NOVA with family on xmas day, then Eric's xmas party at tampines on sat, then it was IMM with family &west coast plaza with friends on sun. Had a great meal at dj's place ytd. It'll be surfers' xmas party at Darren's place later on today.
(I'll post photos after tonight!)
Having loads of fun.
In fact, too much, that i'm afraid i'll have trouble trying to adapt back to the post-xmas season. ):

Too many things, too little time.

&sometimes, the person you think you really wanted, just isn't the one you really needed.
So, let lose of that handgrip &let him/her go. (:
Things will definitely be brighter &happier.

Wenfang needs sleep, pronto.

Merry xmas, again! (:

2009-12-24T22:35:00.001+08:00

Cos everyone's perfect in their usual ways>>

Today's such an unlucky day! ): Mega-unlucky.
If only i could rewind time. ): ):
SIGH. What more can i say?
I HATE MULTI-STOREY CARPARKS. ): ):

But hey kong, thanks for sticking around &making me feel better!

I still feel damn upset! ):

2009-12-21T14:46:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry bout the fact that
I'm a little not too over you (still)>>

Past few days were maddening awesome! :D
Hi-tea buffet at Goodwood Park Hotel with Val Yy and the birthday girl, Joa.
The variety of food was really little but okay lah! At least the food's so-so. &i had great company! So, make it up for the food i guess. Haha. :D It's great meeting up with the girls once in awhile definitely. ((:

I hope you had fun, wobbly goody friend! :D
Happy belated birthday!

07S07 chalet was the bomb, honestly. :D

Thanks so muchos for all my dearest classmates who turned up! (: It just made the whole chalet so much more fun! Thanks to huili of cos, who helped plan this chalet.
Aiyah, in short, i just wna say thanks for everyone who made this chalet such a blast! :D
I LOVE Y'ALL! :D

Loads of love!

Ready. Get set. Start &fall all over again.

It's sad to discover that things that should start all over again, didn't. While things that shouldn't, did. But then again, i guess it's true that the heart does actually has the reasons that reason dont understand.
Like how my mind brings me there, yet my heart manage to drag me all the way back here.

For now, i need to go google some directions/maps so that they will come in handy for the next few days!
Merry x'mas (in advance) to everyone!

2009-12-11T15:30:00.000+08:00

Now I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over
&I'm finally getting better>>

Past few weeks were packed &busy. It's not like i dont enjoy myself, it's more of i really needed a break from everything &have a day spent at home doing absolutely nothing. But from where i am now, it seems that the day i'm yearning for wouldnt come soon. So, i guess i'll just try to embrace whatever that is rushing through my life right now &enjoy them! :D

Went for this gym trial with my cousin. It's more than awesome! :D I wna join a gym soonnnn. Provide i have the time &is willing to spend kaching on this over shopping. Heehee.

Asian kitchen for a late night dinner after gym, which made our gym session go to waste. Haha!

Free Starbucks Drinks! (:

Loads of quality time shared with cousin! :D

Went out with BFFL recently for Aston's! (: Good food + great company = This is life! :D Hahah, &of cos, not forgetting Aaron and Ekin! <3>

Hey dear!
Dont forget out next date with Chocolate Indulgence! Sometimes, it's nice to know that you've someone there for you. Even though you dont meet up often, deep down inside, yknow that the relationship won't change much. (: Thanks for always being there, pulling me back to where im supposed to be when i seems to be drifting away. Muacks muacks!
Xoxo, fangs!

Tuition started all over again on Saturday, which is more self-time minus off from the list. ): But i can't complain, can i?
Pooled &dinner with the clique over at CSC after sat's tuition. Love the dinner, hearts the HTHT. Hahaha! :D
More to come during Chalet!

HOKAY THIS IS IMPT - which prolly is the reason why this post is even up.
On 8 December 2009, i had my Traffic Police Test.
The first thing i did was parallel parking, &i freaking strike the kerb while reversing.
&if this wasn't bad enough, the instructor had the 'AIYAH-YOU-SURE-FAIL-ALR-LAH' look on his face all the time! But it all ended up well! :D
I PASSED!
Fast forward, i'm so happy when i saw the PASSED box ticked.
I can't believe it, i got to re-read the whole thing over &over again. The first thing that i thought of, "OH YES! NO MORE DRIVING LESSONS!" Haha! :D :D
Spell joy!
Hokay but shucks, my license photo is going to be dang ugly. ):
But nvm, yay! I passed! :D

Kong's the first to share the joy with me btw, &he insisted i bribed the tester. Hahaha, can't blame him for thinking that way! Even i thought so too. Heehee.

Someone get me a car, please! <3>

It gets disppointing when you realised the thing or someone you miss, no longer exist/doesnt exist anymore. Oh, it's a little sad too.

Anyhoos, I can't wait for busybusy days to end!

2009-11-25T16:38:00.001+08:00

Am i crazy or falling in love
Is this really just another crush>>

City Venture 2009 - The Final Destination was totally awesome. :D
Sure, it definitely isn't one of the best well organised event, but i had such a blast with the 9 other insane peeps! :D :D
BOOMZ-SHINGZZ! Y'all are aced! :D

All 500 over photos are up on fb, a million thanks to darren!
Hahaha, oh gosh oh gosh! I wish i could have the patience to tell you all about it! All the fun we had, all the silly things that happened which make us laugh til our tummies ache.
So much, so much!
But, i dont think i've the patience to do so. (:
Go see those photos on fb and share our joy! :D

This is definitely gonna be one of the many many things that i'm so ever grateful for, during my journey in campus! :D
BOOMZ-SHINGZZ, loads of misses! <3

I feel so ______. Idk why things become like _______. I was so ______ to be so ________. Now i feel like a _______.

I feel like i'm being thrown off the hill, without a safety rope tied around my waist. &all i know is, i'm just going down, down, down, down, down (&the story goes on and on).
Shucks, i need to feel normal soon!
Same ol' rule: One Day to Recover.

2009-11-16T16:57:00.001+08:00

I wanted you to be there when i fall
I wanted you to see me through it all>>

After two weekends of running 10 km, i'm back to a stage of life where exercises are all gone &what's left is only eating eating &eating. ):
Sushi buffet 2 weeks back with joleen &huili at clementi's sakae. Hahah! Let's T! :D

The next day, AHBF (L) went east coast park! :D My craving for gonggong, lala, stingray, bbq chicken wings, satays, kangkong, popiah, &THE SOUR PLUM DRINK kept haunting me after sat. Haha! :D

(I'll edit this with photos if huili ever post them up (!) and if i'm feeling nice. :] )
Next time, date me out for seafood! I can help you take out the gonggong flesh, hokay! ((:

On tuesday, met up with some of my beloved batchies &headed down to ! Aston S at The Cathay! :D

Went Cineleisure on thursday for a meeting with my src committee. Oh, the decorations at town are up already! (: X'mas season is definitely setting in.
Friday was Ikea with huili to do some xmas shopping (i guess). :D

I need to start taking photos of my everyday life. (: Cos my memory is getting so bad, i can't even rmbr things that happened just a while ago. For the paragraphs above, i'm glad that my organiser helped me pulled some memories back. (:
Anyhoos. Last week was a busy + packed week, out almost everyother day. I wish i could just master the skill of Time Management, failed to do so in fairfield, failed to do so in jj. &i dont have the slightest confidence i can master it now. ): Oh bother, why can't we have more hours in a day!

Spent my weekends watching Heart of Greed 2 - Moonlight Reasonance. If you only have a day to live on earth, do nothing but watch this show. Really! Then even if you were to die, you'll die with a smile.
(:
CHOY! Wont die lah! (: But this show is a must-watch! Mm, HOG 1 is nice too!

It's a little scary at how fast time passes. :\
Next weekends is City Venture already, tgt with Elvina Joyce Darren Jaren! Yayness. ((: Let's hope it'll be a blast!

Sometimes, i feel overwhelmed with emotions &everything that's going around me, that i can't do anything but to hold my breathe.
Maybe i held it for too long, sometimes i ended up feeling so suffocated that I WISH I COULD ESCAPE.

Can't deny the second statement; it's so true.

For my beloved friends + juniors who are sitting for their As, you're already halfway through the fight! ((: Dont give up. Everything will end sooner than you think, &definitely better than you think! (:
For my juniors who finished theirs Os, go play! The world is yours now. Haha! :D
For my beloved friends who are going through the stressful period of tests and exams in universities and those stressed up with their FYP in polys. Idk what to say, but do hang in there. ((: Everything will be over in a blink! :D

I love my family. I love my friends. (:
-wenfang.

Keep smiling! <3

2009-11-03T10:51:00.004+08:00

Cos tonight will be the night that i'll fall for you
Over again, dont make me change my mind>>

GE Women 10km Run on Sunday with cousin &friends! (:
Hokay, this is prolly one of the worst run i've been to, in terms of management-wise though. But anyhoos, it's the run that matters. &i guess all of us enjoy it! :D
Light drizzle towards the end of the run just spice up everything, for me at least! :D

Thank you eric, for bugging you with the 2 heavy backpacks! Ahhh. But xiexieni! ((:

I think I'm eating a little too much for comfort lately. ): Too much, too much, yet i cant seem to satisfy my hunger. Gahh.
For example, after the run, my cousin &i went for Mac (for the monopoly game labels!). Then we proceed to Marina's foodcourt for another meal! Hahaha, i went home, &i had another packet of maggiemee. &I'M STILL NOT FULL.
): I think i'm insane. BOO!

The most wasted of all days is one without laughter
-E E. Cummings

I'm so hungry, i cant wait for lunch. ):
I need a buffet soon. Period.

2009-10-26T16:01:00.005+08:00

Was i the only one who fell in love
There never really was the two of us>>

Nike Human Race on 24 Oct 2009! ((:
Morning was a mad rush. Hahah, thank goodness conrad's friend is kind enough to give me a lift! Thank you, thank you! :D
Race went well. (: I believe we all have our fair share of fun. Haha! Whoosh!

Few years ago, if you told me that i'll be running distances longer than our usual 2.4km. I'd punch you, &said you're mad. Hahah! :D
Running takes away stress and troubles (for me, at least).
&it kills lipids! ♥

Just like how the dearest (&most unexpected) person has what it takes to make our heart go smashed, the most unexpected one can make us smile when we least expected it.

sittwic,eittpttaoah,wtad.ogw,iaoft.

Can't wait for nov to come, cos it'll means no more tuition! :D Mm, i'll miss the kids though.
But, i-miss-the-kids < happy-cos-of-more-free-time!
:D

Take a deep breath, count to ten.
&tackle each task one step at a time.
-Linda Shalaway.

Stay happy, world!

2009-10-13T23:53:00.001+08:00

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you>>

Crystal Jade XLB Steamboat Buffet with pink surfers on 4/10, to celebrate Oct babies birthdays!
Those consistent 6 longs of xlb got us all so bloated and disgusted. Hahaha, &those never-ending piles of meat, that plate of forest waiting for us, &of cos the gigantic char siew baos. Haha! :D
But the company made everything worth it! ((:

10/10's a busy day. Headed down to stamford place/bugis with brother in the morning. (:

Grandfather's 82nd Birthday at Chilli Padi in the afternoon, for hi-tea buffet! :D
Whee, happy birthday dearest dearest ahgong! I love you so so much! :D
I love my family too! All of them! <3
Muackies!

Post Mid-Autumn Fest with s07 at night. :D
Joyful, joyful! It's amazing how little things we do, can make me smile from the bottom of my heart when i think about them.

All the photos, more on fb! :D

Chia wenfang loves quotes! (: Here's one meaningful one to share with y'all;

The greatest mistake you can make in life is
to be continually fearing that you will make one
- Elbert Hubbard

Many often, things that happened always happened for a cause.
Things that screwed up, always have a someone behind everything to blame.
For all the mess i'm handling with, struggling with, it seems like i'm the one to blame. ):
There're so much more to be said &spilled out. But i just can't do it here.
No, correction, i can't do it anywhere else either.
Go back down my throat, words. Remain unspoken, tyvm.

Tired, tired, tired.
I need a runaway.
Now, what do you do, if you feel like crying yet you cant cry the rocks out?

2009-09-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe>>

Photo summary of what had happened recently! ((:

Meet up with PAE PJC 07S25! ; althought only 4 of us turned up in the end! Hahaha.
Joonmeng can drive both Joaquina and myself over to Dejin's hse for a meal soon! (: Yay, cant wait! JOA, IF YOU'RE READING THIS. BETTER GET YORU LICENSE SOON AND DRIVE ME AROUND TOO! XIEXIENI! :D

Lunch at NP's Makanplace with 7 other fod ogmates. Hahah, awesome company, bad food.
Miss my fuyong meal! ): Gahhh. Lunch again soon! :D

Lunch meetup + Val's celebration at Uncle Sam's claypot with the fairfield girls! :D
Ahh, a pity yy fell ill! Join us next time! :D :D Meet up soon again hopefully! :D It's always nice hanging around with dear close friends! (:

Vivian's and Darren's 21st bday party ytd!
Sorry, i feel so guilty about pangsehing the rest of the pinksurfers. ): But i'm glad y'all had a blast at Darren's party!
Vivian's party was great. ((: Had fun fun fun.

Past week have been maddening, cramped with countles sessions of tuitions. Gahh.
Napped for more than 4 hours this afternoon, leaving me more than awake at this timing. ): Hokay, i'm sure gonna zonk out tmr during lecture if i still dont feel sleepy by 1am! :\
Lunching with joleen and huili at Makanplace tmr again. If i order anything from that korean stall again, i'll give anyone who reads this the permission to slap me. ):
Kind of dread tmr, cos tmr's going to be a really long dayyyyy for me. So, drop me an encouraging msg! I'll really need it. Haha! (: Xiexieeee!

Can't wait for next sat! &the next next sat! :D
I've reasons for me to survive thru this tough tough week.

An eye for an eye;
Makes the whole world go blind.

I've gazillion loads of feeling and emotions stuck in my throat. They makes breathing difficult. Makes it suffocating for the poor me.
I'm always trying to look on the brighter side of life, trying to stay optimistic, trying to led a really happy life now. (:
But we all know, trying doesn't always promise succes. Sometimes you might fail, and it feels like the end of the world. Gahh.
):

I need strength, period.

2009-09-18T15:59:00.004+08:00

Like a papercut, the pain grows worse>>

Too many things to be done, too many tasks to be completed.
Too many responsibilites dumped onto the shoulders, too many expectations to meet up to.
Too demanding, too suffocating.
As sadistic as the following statement might sound, these exact words do come from me!
Sometimes, i do feel a tinge of satisfaction from being challenged about having tasked with so many stuff, and what not. Challenged, physically and mentally challenged. (:
Yeah sure, not being able to meet the expectations stinks. It's like having the sky falls down on you, suffocating you even further. Or it's like, pushing you down into the sand, face flat, then you cant breathe.

10450.) Reading most of these secrets, I realize they are true for me too. And
then I realize I want to say them, but can't.

Internet surfing during office hours (when i finished the work at hand) really allows me to chance upon awesome websites. (:
Getting wordy. Gahh.

Finally caught up with sawrah and manda ytd! :D

Rmbr the picnic, study tgt sessions, and whats not! ((: More HTHTs!
Well, we might be changing, but i will still love you girls! (:
Stay this close and funny, alrights? :D

If you don't like something, change it.
If you can't change it, change the way you think about it.
-Mary Engelbreit

It's scary to see someone changing into somebody else, who you dk.
What's worse, seeing yourself change into a stranger. :\

2009-09-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

I dwant to be afraid
Cos everyone's perfect in their usual ways>>

A friend is someone who sees through you, &still enjoys the view
-Wilma Askinas

(: (: True, true.

Kokyao &Des Birthday + Des's Farewell last saturday! Causeway Point. CAUSEWAY POINT, YKNOW! &just previous post, i mentioned, i dwant to go out of home. Hahah!
Hokay, but their company made the trip worth it. ((:
Casueway Point for lunch, West Mall for icecream, then CSC for pool. Wheee.
Photos, photos! :D

Bon Voyage, Dearest Giraffe! :D 3 weeks will be gone soon! (See, one week already went by!) Hahah, Meet up soonie! ((:
Happy birthday, dearest lao kokkok and giraffe! ((: Yay, the whole clique's 19 already! Same age, same age! So, if you wna call us aunties, YOU ARE UNCLE TOO! Dont forget that. :D

Sakae sushi buffet with bro and mummy today. I ate so much, i think i just gained 15 kg. ):

Ugh.

I need to set my thinking right, &this is urgent. I need to tell myself smth really important. If i think that by eating &snacking &not doing exercise makes a person skinny, i'm so wrong. ):
Oh boy. ): I need to shed some kilos! ): ):
BIG FAT FATTY KABOOM!

I need to stop spending. I need to start saving. I need to stop spending. I need to start saving. I need to stop spending. I need to start saving. I need to stop spending. I need to start saving. I need to stop spending. I need to start saving. I need to stop spending. I need to start saving.
I need to stop spending. I need to start saving.

2009-08-31T22:35:00.000+08:00

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
Get back on your feet &think of me
My love will get you home, boy>>

I just wna nua the whole day at home, watch dvd &stuff myself with chips, icecream, drinks &candies!
): ): I'm becoming someone who dislike stepping out of home! ):
I WNA STAY AT HOME!
-screammmmmmmm

Loads of misses, fmssrcy. (:
You gave one the best memories one could ask for, &i really really hope you'll go from heights to heights. (:

2009-08-20T15:33:00.001+08:00

I keep, keep thinking this is not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's the time to fly>>

Out of the whole song, i really like these two sentences. (:
Sometimes, going onto separate ways don't always means going to say Goodbye, &putting a fullstop to whatever we're having right now.
I.e. Moving on from jc to university/army, don't mean having to say Goodbye to everything we had back then.
(: I'm really glad that in my jc journey, i've made awesome friends for me to look back upon, &smile. ((:
Meetup on sat was awesome. Camwhoring with y'all are more than just fun! (:

Wheee. Y'all are Aced.
Wenfang ♥s you! (:
(PS. PSK Aaron tyl, join us next time! ;D )

♥Adorable grandmother's 85th on Sunday!

"In times of test, family is the best. "
Hahah. Seriously, i can't agree with this statement more. (:
Grandmother, i hope your back recovers soonie! ((:
♥s!

Saw this on tv mobile's Inspirations on the way to work today, after kfc with hl &joleen. ((:

A misty morning does not signify a cloudy day.

Whoa, impactful hur? :D
You have what it takes to make your day goes the right way up. Jiayou!

sily,sitiaoi.isc,ifs.b.

Recently, one of my tutee (Lizhen) kept asking me the question before i end the tuition session.
"Wfang jiejie, what's your hobby?" for 5 times already!
&by the end of the tuition, i usually get so drained &tired, my reply to her would be, "Sleeping."
Hahah. I feel bad, cos everytime she'll give me the oh-really-sleeping-arh kinda look, like she's doubting me or she's feeling sad that i'm not giving her a well enough answer. ):
Hokay, i'll make sure to put in the effort to tell her another answer, one that is well thought through.
(:
Eating.

2009-08-11T11:11:00.000+08:00

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where i'm supposed to be now>>

This song used to be remind me of the movie.
But now, it reminds me of ULP 2009, cos of A2's campfire performance. Haha. (:

Anyways, see what's featured on Today on 8 August!

Fairfield, oh Fairfield. ♥s!
Sometimes, it's amazing how things just grow onto you, &even into you.
Somethings, as amazing as Fairfield. (:
Not all schools let their students have the same kind of feelings. But i'm sure Fairfield is. (:
It isn't the same now, anymore, sadly to say. But it's okay, as long as the memories you hold of it remains, everything is fine already i guess. (:

Oh, it's Fairfield, at Fairfield.
Where all the world is bright.
Where
love is in the sunshine.
&the hearts are gay, &brighttttt! ♥

soewiftw.itiioa.thciftuadatttwmjdaanguta. :\

Oh, &i'm back in office when i type this!

2009-08-08T23:00:00.001+08:00

This is my now>>

Sometimes, we tend to greed too much. Too much for comfort.
We want to stay in our own lil' cosy comfort zones, yet still want to move ahead in life.
To elaborate, it means we want to keep moving on in life, trying to embrace &overcome the various challenges that lies in our life. Instead of just staying stagnant, &waiting to breed moquitoes.
Yet on the other hand, we dwant things to change too much. We greedily want people to remain there &stay the way they were before. We selfishly expect people to think in our shoes, &act the way we want.
Hokay, in short, we want ourselves to move ahead in life, while we expect other people to stay stagnant, just for us.
Well, obviously this isn't how things go.
Time past. People move on. People change.

We can't stop this trend, in fact, i think we're contributing to it (someway, or another).

Oh, school started alr.
School term always start off the same for me. Then end off the same way too, the bad way. Maybe it's time to make a different ending. So that i can spare myself the agony &disappointment at the end of this route. Agree?

I'm sorry to hear what happened. I hope you'll be happy there.
Rest In Peace, dear friend.

2009-07-30T15:05:00.000+08:00

You'll make it thru the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing>>

I love this song, No Boundaries. (: It's one of those songs that can keep going on &on in your head, yet you can't get sick of. Well, at least for me. (:

Anyways, i realised that during the past 7 months of holiday we had, for those waiting for university, i haven't been resting much. ):
Then it struck me that, now with 4 more days left to school term, i had even lesser time to sleep/rest! )):
But okay, at least i'm happy about the many many new friends i've made over the span of the last one crazy week! They're such fun &nice people, i dont mind another foc with them actually! :D :D

Foc was so much fun! Y'all are awesome. ((:
I miss the taking gravy tgt, going toilet as og break tgt, and the many HTHT in the guys room. I missed the supper on the last night, cos i knocked out. ): But it's okay, i still enjoyed myself many many in the company of y'all! ((:
Photos!

After a very sleep-deprived camp, i had 0707 batch chalet! :D
It's amazing how we all managed to keep it under wraps, even though many times, i blurt it out. Heehee. The chalet's amazing! (: Been there thrice, were amazed thrice still. ((:
Oh, we have our very own dusty room. ): Wrahh. I think most of our tissue were used in that room please!
I miss the tangyuan with chocolate fillings &gula fillings. I miss the yummy pasta! I miss the many many snacks we brought into the asthmatic room. &i miss everything with y'all!
Photos!

I'm just glad that redcross is in my life, since primary 3. It's like i grew up in redcross (literally), just like how i grew up in Fairfield. (: Haha, not forgetting wonderful pals like 0707 batch, it makes time &efforts used in redcross all worth it, definitely! :D

Sometimes, i feel amazed at how much i change. (:
For the better or for the worse, idk about this point.
But i know i'm changing and going ahead in life, rather than just sticking around in mud, &staying stagnant. That will be awful.

If you dont like who you are &where you are.
Dont worry about it because you're not stuck either with who you are or where you are.
You can grow. You can change.
-Zig Ziglar

(: Sometimes, change isn't just smth you do &want.
It can just be smth you need to allow it to be part of your life, instead of always resisting it. (:

I need some of s07 dosage in my life!

Wrahh.
Bad sore throat. ):
So if you see me around anywhere, rmbr to bug me to drink water! ((:

2009-07-21T17:07:00.005+08:00

Ain't about what's going on on the other side
It's the climb>>

In response to my dearest batchmate's post.

Let's be friends, &make peace. :D

I'm still feeling very full from lunch with bryan &huili. ): Indigestion.
Feel like puking out everything. Bahh.
Anyways, i'll be on a runaway (both good &bad) from tmr til next monday. A little fearful &worried of what might take place. But things will happen still, no matter what, right? So might as well just go with an open heart &embrace whatever that happens. BAXIA! :D

I love meaningful quotes. So here's one to share.

Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more.
If you concentrate on what you don't have; you'll never ever have enough.
-Oprah Winfrey

Happiness isn't about having to own the whole universe, but finding contentment in everything you have in your little world.

2009-07-20T13:37:00.002+08:00

So promise, no matter how long it takes for me
To get back to you, you'll wait for me>>

Both of my legs felt as though they don't belong to me anymore. ):
I feel so pathetic complaining bout this, but this muscle ache i'm experiencing right now, is so terrible. ):
I'll definitely go for a slow jog round the park, if i'm not so lazy.
But lazy's my middle name! Wrahh.

Sentosa with family some Saturday afew weeks ago! (:
Can't fill y'all with the nice happy details. (: But it's fun! Hahah, we went palawan initially. Then it started raining, so we headed to siloso instead. (: Whee, cleaner sea, yay!
Vball in the water, followed by cousins vs aunts/uncles, which was the ultimate bomb! Hahaha. :D Fun!
My grandfather's able to predict the future. Heehee. He's really very cool! That's what we all love about him! <3>
He called all of us into the pavilion in the midst of the game suddenly. Afew minutes later, it started to rain. All of us are amazed! :O
A pity no whole big family photo was taken! ):
Photos!

Early birds!

Ol' brother!

Mummy dearest!
Oh oh, the few of us went to bath, and when we came out, we saw rainbow. :D Pretty pretty rainbow, a really clear one too!

Pauline jie, michelle jie and i headed down to Marina Square for the collection of running's bids, and while we're there, we caught the NDP NE Show's fireworks! ((:

Date with bffl last thursday. <3>
Some things change, brings along disappointment.
Some things change, brings along contentment.
Some things don't change, brings along boredoom.
Some things don't change, brings along satisifaction.
I'm glad between us, some things change, while some things don't.
These makes us closer, and dearer.
Sleepover at each other's places soon! (: Muacks!
PS. I'll upload the photo soon!

Shape Run 2009 ytd, with pauline jie. Michelle jie skipped the run but joined us afterwards. ): Get well soon! Don't worry, there'll always be other runs runs runs! :D Oh oh, while waiting at the starting point, we saw sunrise! :D Pretty pretty!
I rmbr the astonished look on our faces, when we first realised that we're supposed to reach no later than 0645am. Then i rmbr the i-really-need-sleep faces on our looks, when we met up at city hall. Hahaha! All's worthwhile, &that's what it matters. (:
The msg that nike bracelet has; for every participant.

Free sports massage, &we ended up with waffle legs! Heehee. :D :D
Shokudo for lunch. (: I rmbr that disgusting side dish we all shared. Hahaha. Wrahh. But the company's the best! <3> &the silly moments in the neoprint machine. :D Heehee.
Photos!

Recently, life's been too busy, too packed, too hectic. It leaves me feeling not solely just fulfilled, but tired, exhausted as well.&it's as though the energy is being zapped out of me. ):
Look, i dwant to miss out on any actions (definitely!). But at the same time, i wouldn't want to miss out the surrounding things &people in the midst of rushing. Absolutely not.
Sometimes, i wish i can clone myself.
Sometimes (like now), maybe i'll just treat this as a test for both myself, &my time management. ((:
Just give me the energy &whatever it takes to survive through this coming week.
For people who i might have neglected/forgotten, please don't neglect/forget me! I know this sounds awfully selfish, but i'll make it up to you.

Promise, &cross my heart. (:

2009-07-09T09:28:00.003+08:00

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose>>

/edited.
I finally made use of GSS! :D Last saturday, my mummy and i went down to vivocity before tuition to shop shop shop! :D I'm sorry beeping, another time yeah? (:
On sunday, my parents and i went down to the sports warehouse sales! Poor brother couldn't join us due to his tuition, but being a nice sister, i bought him a gazillion loads of things. You! Be grateful, i tell you!
Okay, so within the span of 2 days, close to 300over buckaroos gone. &i havent even finish making use of GSS! ):

I had my first driving lesson ytd. My car engine stalled for at least 20 times! Hahaha.
I just don't get the clutch! I kept letting go of the clutch pedal at the wrong timing. Ugh. ): Sometimes, i wna chop off my feet, &put a brick there instead. Like the Mr Bean show, the one when he tried changing in the car, &he placed the brick on the accelerator. Ooh, i love Mr Bean! :D
Okay, back to point.
I really fear for the safety of the other other in the circuits, oh esp the motorists! Everytime i need to make a turn, i see them being me, i dont dare to turn. Hahaha. So do me a favour, everytime you notice that i'm in bbdc, having driving lesson, move away. Trust me, it's for your own safety.
&i just couldn't get used to be sitting in the car.
I kept having to ask my instructor, "Ohmy, am i still in the lane? Am i too far out alr? You sure? Okay."
I got a feeling he would try his best not to get me as his student after this session. I'm sorry!
Hahaha. Okay, but driving seems cool. (:I stepped on the accelerator pedal, the car goes vroom vroom. Wah, i wish it's a sports car! :D Heehee.

Sometimes, procrastination kills. ): So many things left on my to-do list, yet school term's starting, &i've accomplished less than half. ): Wrahh.

I cannot always control what goes on outside. But i can always control what goes on inside.
-Wayne Dyer.

Haha, &i'm pretty sure it takes more than just discipline and motivation alone! Jiayou, wfang!

Saturday, i miss you! ♥ Come by soon!

Dined with Kong at ikea after work. (: Thanks for the treat, you horrible mean slimy fishy fish. :D Yay, we got the sofa seats! Oh, you didn't get to go to your playground. (:
Be happy + guilty! Guilty, cos you spent one quarter of your pay on a pay of loafers. Tsk! But it's pretty nice, so you should be happy too!
Thanks for the chat. (: Makes it feel like it's back to sec 3/4, struggling with terrible Os. Haha. (: meet up again. Let's go for the yummy yummy gelato!
&stop injuring yourself! Hahaha.
Thanks for the offering the ride home too! (:
/edited.

2009-07-03T11:02:00.001+08:00

I guess i always knew
That i had all the strength to make it through>>

You you you!

You got THAT annoying flu, &you'll turn into a bigger pig soon! ):
Get well hokay!
Hurry get well, then we can meet up already!
If not, we might have to resort to my plan (as mentioned on the phone last night). The one with you at this corner, &all of us at the other. Heehee.
Get well soon soon soonie! :D

On the behalf of ahf, F wishes you a speedddddyyy recovery! ♥

2009-07-01T12:27:00.001+08:00

I took a chance, i took a shot
&you might think i'm bulletproof, but i'm not>>

Today's 1 July 2009.
Wow, half of 2009 had went by. Half of 2009 had went by, fast.

My days seems occupied recently, sometimes, i even find it hard to take a breather. Seems scary. I dont have time for time myself. Seems bad. I dont even have time for certain people in my life, for whom without them, i'm sure chiawenfang would crumple and die along the way already. Seems saddening. ):
Please wait for me! (: I'll be back, soonie!
On a lighter note, it's been awhile since i feel that my days are packed with many many activities.
But it's alright, i'll find a way to get used to these busy busy days (while they last), &try my very best to enjoy it!

Sometime last week, i went for a short dinner at ikea with mandaleong. ((:
Hotdog buns which determines who's the neat eater and who's the messy one. HEEHEE. :D It's fine dear, cos i still love you many many!
Some grilled fish in butter sauce, which taste really nice initially. But grew gross, as it gets colder. ): Free re-fill! :X Heehee.
I love you, woman. We still have many many dates ahead of us! :D
DAILY SCOOP-IE, with yy/sawrah/elis! Ohmy, can't wait can't wait!
Hey, stay happy! :D

Sat was maddening, mad. :D
I bussed down to Vivocity, just to meet some really awesome people, redcross people. (: Heehee. When they left for sentosa, i went candy empire, &spent a bomb there. ):
Plaza sing with cousins! Ooh, GSS! :D :D What's a girl without shopping? (:
Went cotton on, &almost all of us got smth! Heehee. Which pretty much make wenfang a happy girl for the rest of the day!
Went to support Gaia Life Challenge, &to redeem our free limited ed recycle bag, which is just a little higher class name for normal recycle bag! Walk to The Cathay, &back again, for the sake of fun, joy, peace &laughter. (:
Met my parents, &walked to SMU for Brands Sudoku Challenge 2009 at 5pm, since we were the last batch. Goodie bag worth of 60buckaroo of Brands products. Hahah.

I completed my 4 puzzles within 26 minutes, yo! (: Coolioz. But i ended up waiting in the audi for 1 whole hour, waiting for wk yz to finished up theirs. Took pictures of them since i was really bored.
Ohoh, the 2 empty seats were for Aunty mindy &her husband. They were superrrrr fast! Gosh! Completed theirs within 20minutes i suppose. (: Power!

Outside NL before hitting Bugis.
Both of our families headed down to Bugis! :D Wanted Seoul Garden, but it's a tad too crowded. ):
Bugis street after dinner.
Saw this. Hahaha. Retarded!

Sunday was fun too! (:
When i was on the bus home from tuition, my aunt called to say there's another sudoku challenge by Marigold at West Coast Plaza! :D So both our families headed down to WCP for the challenge! Hahaha. :D :D Fun fun! We were the second last batch of contestants. Goodie bag consists of Marigold drinks, and loads of WCP vouchers.

WCP is definitely a place for eating! (: So many cafes/resturants/etc. (: Bryan wna go try the waffle shop, &he's going to treat me many many waffles! :D :D Right-o?

My last day of work is fixed on 31 July, when i'll be stripped down the occupation of a 'Casual Management Support Staff', &back into the one called 'Student'. loads of getting used to it in time to come i guess! (:
Jiayou, wenfang!

Worry is a futile thing, it's somewhat like a rocking chair.
Although it keeps you occupied, it doesn't get you anywhere.
-Anonymous.

Wow, this really make sense to me. (: I hope it does make sense to you as well.
Stop worry, start living. (:

4 more days, dearest bffl! ♥

2009-06-21T11:00:00.001+08:00

Really get it over with and just let me move on
Dont concern yourself with this mess you left for me
I can clean it up you see just as long as you’re gone>>

Unit Leaders' Programme 2009 came to an end, with 18 July's POP waiting for us.
5 years ago, i attended ULP as a trainee, tgt with my 4 other beloved fairsians who stood by me, supporting me all the way. &not forgetting the many many friends i've made during the course.
Right now, i'm attended ULP as a trainer, tgt with my beloved batchmates, and the many other instructors who have the passion for redcross glowing strongly in them. (:
One thing nice about CCA, is that you'll get groups of people who share the strong passion getting tgt. (:

Camp's awesome! (: I can't possibly fill y'all in with all the details which happened. But the camp's really nice. (: Missing almost every single bit of it. :D

Campfire's a blast! I love trainers' war cry. Hahaha. :D
Trainers' performance was the bomb too. Courtesy to hadi sir, hanif, esther maam, hongzhou, and the rest of us who participated in it. ((:

Alpha 1 was good, so were the rest of Alpha and the trainees. (:
It's heartwarming to see how much they've grown and matured. &it's nice to see the bond forged within them.
Camp ended painfully though. ): Cos i fell during trainers vs trainees finale. Mega embarrassing! The moment i fell, i just wish that the ground could swallow me up. Hahaha. Wrahhh.

Hokay, in redcross, you dont have to fear that there wont be anyone around to treat your wounds once you fall. (:
Thanks to esther and chanel who treated my wounds. &many thanks to those who came into ops room to see how i was doing. &&much more thanks to the many people who tried to hold me down, when my wounds are being treated. Hahaha, most violent casualty, yes? Heehee.

Esther yeo's birthday celebration after camp at fish and co. :D Wheeee.
Happy birthday dearest batchmate! You've spent your first second of your birthday holding onto zhenluan's feet, trying to ice it. :D
Oh yes. Thanks for treating my wounds! Thanks for continue to treat my wounds, even though i attempted to press your blueblack. Hahaha. :D
What are batchmates for? ((: Heehee. Love you many many!

CS 3 ytd. Sure going to miss cabbing up to campsite with esther ma'am. :D
Silver whistle for A1. I hope everyone can truly understand the meaning of a whistle. (:
Well oh well. Too much things to say, but i can't find the words.
Thank goodness, Redcross is in my life. (: That's oen thing i'll be ever grateful for.

Pictures from ck sir &everyone else who had cameras with them during the 3 CS and camp! More on fb. (:
F and Buay!

Hike; Ex Independence.

Campfire; Ex Universality.
"Hey, what's up there?" Hahahah.
Alpha! All Aces, Sa!
The run up. :D
60bucks of seafood platter.

CS 3 &the tradition handshake. (:

Sometimes, dreams remains as dreams. &what happened in reality, usually disappoint.
Doesn't this statement sounds too familiar for everyone of us?
Stop regretting, start dreaming (&taking actions for them to come through). :D

Dear dad,
Happy daddy's day! (:
It's been a tough 11 months for the family to go through. Too many changes, i fidn it hard to believe that we can actually survive through. Hokay, but we did. (:
&i'm sure we'll continue to survive through the many challenges that awaits us.
I love you!
Love,
Wenfang

Cherish life. Cos life is too short, to be anything but happy. :D

Exciting day ahead!

2009-06-11T12:57:00.004+08:00

All i can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words i couldn't say>>

If wenfang ever dies, it's definitely due to one of the following causes.

1) Lack of sleep.
2) The heat that is burning the whole of Singapore up.
3) Points 1 and 2 added up tgt.

Hokay, so if i die, you know who (which) are the murderers!
Justify my death for me, okay?
Please.

Failure is an event, not a person.
Yesterday ended last night.
- Zig Ziglar

&on top of that, i'd love to add on a statement.
"Tomorrow starts Today."
If this ever make sense to you, you'll love it.

2009-06-08T15:00:00.002+08:00

No backup plans, no second chance
No one else to blame>>

Meet up with Jiaying last Thursday after work. (:
Katong laska + Gelato. Yummy!
I realised i'm such a boring person. ): For me, it's always the few same food at the usual places. Hahah, oh wells, at least the company i had with me are always the nicest. ((:

ULP Contact Session 2 on Saturday.
Bertha's xiao huang is damn cooliozxzxzxzx to the max i tell you! ((: I can't wait for myself to drive! Wrahhh. Everyone's passing their TP, and getting their long awaited liscense, or at least having fun with the lessons and all. But for me, i'm still waiting for my first practical lesson to start. ): Bummer.
Dinner with batchies at Bedok 85.
Satay + chicken wings + otahs + chinese rojak + bar chor mee + ice lemon tea/sugarcane + desserts + seven 07/07s = tired but happy wenfang. :D
Bon voyage, derek and zhenluan!
Camp's starting in 4 days' time. Pre-camp this thursday! (:

Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what?
Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident, and more and more successful.
- Mark Victor Hansen.

&before you know it, life will get better and better, day by day. (:
it's not about trying to fit in Happiness into your life. But learning how to find Happiness in the midst of everything that is going on in your daily life. Agree?
Sometimes, it's hard for me to juggle everything perfectly. Cos matter how much efforts i try to put in, tthe outcome seems disappointing still.
I've learnt that just recently, and i've learnt to accept it already.
Like how, i might think this is perfect, but there bound to be people who thinks differently from me. It's impossible to please everyone, dont you think so?
Suddenly, i can't wait for work to end, then i can get my social life back in track. :\

Chia wenfang needs running back into her daily life already. To build up stamina, to train for the upcoming marathon in July (: , to prevent myself from exploding due to the accumulating lipids, and everything else. (: Jiayouuuu!
Anyhoos, happy ~~pop~~ poc, king kong ting dang dong (joshua kong). :D

2009-06-01T11:39:00.004+08:00

Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half i'm only trying
To let yo know that what i feel is true>>

Happy June's Fool! (:

ULP 2009 started on Saturday, with the first contact session. (:
Let's hope everything will go on smoothly!
&i shall embrace all the learning opportunities i'm going to be exposed to, not forgetting the nice times i'm sure i'm going to enjoy with the fellow instructors, and platoon/group. (:

It's time for Redcross to be back into my blood, yes? (:

Treated my family to Swensens on Sunday at IMM.

Close to hundred bucks poorer, but i'm still a happy girl at least. (:
Can't wait for my brother to start working, &get his first pay. I'm so going to squeeze his wallet dry. :D :D
Shopped around Daiso and Giant. (:
Brings memories back, when i was only 10/11, my daddy used to bring the whole family to IMM every week. (:
Aye, regarding the sqeezing-my-brother's-wallet-dry thing, i'm just kidding lah.
I where got so bad! (:

Success seems to be connected with action. Successful people keep moving.
They make mistakes, but they don't quit.
- Conrad Hilton

Sometimes, i'll look back &reflect.
I'm stuck in this awkward transition period of time, whereby i can't help but feel that i haven't accomplished much in my 19 years on earth. ):
Maybe when i get my life back into track, when my new chapter of life unleashes with the new term of university, and when everything gets pretty much settled, i'll feel a little more accomplished. Yes?
Well, hopefully. (:
For now, i'll just continue to move forward in life. I'll just learn from all the mistakes i've made along the way, and keep moving. (:
At least, this way, i'm successful. (:

I think i'm in a need of a s07 dosage!

We'd better meet up soonnnnn!

2009-05-21T16:02:00.000+08:00

I want nobody, nobody but you
Nobody, nobody but you>>

Swensens with beeping last thursday!
Okay, the initial plan was to go somewhere budget, since we both decided to cut down on our spendings. But then, we wanted somewhere with aircon, cos the weather in Singapore is a killer.
Somehow we ended up walking to the footstep of Swensens. How brillant. (:
Shared the US fries &topless five. Lime sorbet, our all-time fave. (: &a cup of Swensens Gelato, which was the ultimate bomb. :D
Thanks dear for the handmade card! :D Love, love you even though you had me waiting for a really long time. Heh, hope you like the file + chocolates i got for you. :D
We're nineteen, baby! ♡

Pictures up!

Sunday was the hike with fellow instructors. (:
Hahah, close to 4 hrs of walk. :D I love hiking. Zl evelyn and i said we'll go bukit timah one day just for hikes. :D
Vivocity with yh ma'am and batchies after that, the food at thai express wasn't fantastic. But the chairs there were our heavens. ♡ Heehee.
Some photos from ck sir. (:

Had ulp meeting after work on monday. (:
I was feeling ultra hungry after work, &this girl who sat next to me on the bus just ate the whole 6-inch subway sandwich + subway cookie in front of me. ): I so feel like screaming at her! ):
Thank goodness i had wonderful batchmates who msged me, wanting to help me packet food. Thans evelyn zl! :D Jollibean's peanut pancake. (: Fave!

Anchorpoint with joel ytd after work.
Thanks for the treat at Jack's Place! :D
Hahah, i'm still very amazed at his Fire Steak. So awesome lah please! The whole night, i was hoping someone else would ordered that, so i can see the fire thing all over again. ): But no one did. Wrahhh.
Walked around aimlessly. Ended up at Macs for icecream.
Stop spending bombs on your cues man. Tsk!
Enlisting soon! :D Meet up when you're botak okay! ((:

Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep yourself balance, you must keep moving.
- Albert Einstein

Make sense.
Afterall, there's a reason why he's Albert Einstein, &we're not. :D
Can't wait for saturday! :D

2009-05-09T21:16:00.001+08:00

Come feel this magic
I've been feeing since i met you
Cant help it if there's no one else>>

I had breakfast this morning at 4am.
Reached home at 5am.
The howling wind &heavy rain made it ultra comfy to sleep.
Woke up at 1pm.
This is life, being able to sleep past 0730. Heehee. (:
But i guess once is enough, i wouldn't want my biological clock to go haywired.

Sometimes, i will feel like the happiest girl on earth, being super contented with whatever i have at hand.
Sometimes, little minor things in life makes me feel so happy, as if i have the whole world under my control.
Yet sometimes, i will feel as though i'm right down in the pits, when i've hit the rock hard bottom.
): I love the first two statements, i hate the last one.

2009-05-02T23:58:00.005+08:00

I cant help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if i wna kiss you in the rain so>>

/Edited post with more photos uploaded. (: Credits to hl.

010509; Ahbf picnic + birthday girls' celebration + meetup. (:
AHBF's virgin picnic at botanic gardens. :D

Aaron &bryan are seriously funny! Hl &i were laughing at them most of the time please! :D
They are nice guys to hang around with. They feel like big brothers/uncles who will take care of you, &help you with things along the way. Hahah. ((: Thanks guys!
A pity we didn't snap nice nice photos at bg. ): But it's okay! :D At least all of us had our fair share of funnnnn.
Aaron's the uncle who hates sitting in the sun. Bryan's the ah pek who pushed aaron off the mat. Hl's the birthday girl who needs to ask someone to have a bite of her bday cake before she could get her present for us. &i'm the sister, who brought along 3 kids to bg for picnic. :D Hahaha.
Pictures! (More uploaded once i get from hl!)

Left after some games of poker for bugis, &waited for the rest before heading down to MCC.
The food wasn't fantastic, but the cheese fries were heaven! :D :D
Handed gifts to each birthday girls before leaving that dark &stuffy MCC.
Hang around Bugis Junction thinking of a place to go. After close to 30 minutes of thinking, most of us decided to head home, while the 4 guys went for lan. Haha, pity the night ended young. But i'm glad that we're heading home! :D
Cos i'm drained, to the max. Heh.
But it was fun! (: A simple dinner like another dinner we used to have, but i'm just glad all of us turned up. ((: I miss y'all!
Pictures! (More uploaded once i get from hl!)

Bryan's &benj's mosquito bites infested arms. ):
12may, 2may, 28april, 25april. :D

Girls who turned up!The very nice group photo, at first shot (which was rare). :D
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020590; Hl's surprise.
Met the guys at je, before walking to the tuition centre where hl's working.
Wah, we walked all the way there to find out that there isn't any cake shops available, so we wanted to get one from Cafe Galilee. But the library was infested with humans at the door, waiting for their temp to be scanned or smth i guess. All swine flu's flault. ):
Speaking of this H1N1 virus, it's so annoying! I had to rush to compile all the graduate students' record for contact tracing. Which was so troublesome. ): Now every visitor into the office need to have their temp checked &names taken down too. Which is, wah so troublesome!
Okay, but at least singapore's doing great in taking precautions. :D Seeing random people on the streets wearing masks makes me paranoid suddenly. Hahah, cos afterall, the spreading of this flu is much more faster than the SARS one. Hahah, maybe i should start staying at home, &not go out in fear of getting infected. Haha! Okay, i'm kidding. Staying at home whole day might just kill me, especially since i've finished BOF already. Heeheeheehee. :D :D

Back to point! So we had to brisk walk all the way back to je station to get the cake &that 50cents lighter (which was daylight robbery) &all the way back to the tuition centre. Hokay, at least we reached before she left! Hahaha. :D
Science centre after that, free entry! :D Courtesy to hl's friend/teacher.

Science centre's getting more awesome day by day. ((: I miss the dinosaurs' exhibtion. ): I've always loved dinosaur since Jurassic Park was screened. Hahaha. :D I love the nightmares i always have after watching the show. (: Sounds sadistic.
Anyhoos, aaron might be younger than the 3 of us now. But he's definitely becoming an uncle soon. Confirmed by hl &i. Haha. :D In fact, i think ky is an uncle too! :D
Aiyo, i didn't get to go to the waterworks thingy yknow! ): Was tempted by the ispace exhibition instead. ): I'm sorry, waterworks! I promise i'll try to visit you once before you're closed okay? Hahah, i miss snow city! I miss sitting in the igloo, &the disgusting snow fight. :D

Headed for Bishan in the evening.
I officially declared that i hate crowded places. ): It's so suffocating, &every breathe seems to be my last. D: Ugh.

Sorry elis/sarah/manda for not being able to go suntanning today! Had smth on already. Another time, soon soon! :D Let's have subway/sushi/yoshinoya on the beach again! :D

Wenfang's ultra tired &needs to pay her sleeping debt off asap.
Heehee. <3
G'nights!

2009-04-26T23:24:00.004+08:00

I'll chase away the storms
&i'll sing the melody of love for you>>

Went back for Fairfield's Redcross enrolment &promotion ceremony after work on friday. (:
I'm truly grateful for FMSSRCY. This i might have said over a thousand times, but i just need to spill it out all over again. (: FMSSRCY made me who i am today. &it has given me many many things, which i never dreamt i would be able to attain. (:
For the current cadets, i really hope y'all will treasure &love the times you have in FMSSRCY, just like many of us do. (: Trust me, y'all will not regret that.
For the current ncos, &the batch who is going to step in as a new batch of ncos soon. Find joy not only in leading the unit, but also working hand in hand with your peers, &serving the unit. (: This experience &memory, y'all would definitely not treat it for anything else in the world. :D

Ytd, my internet connection at home is finally back. (:
Together with another new house line &cable tv channels.
Yay, i can spend alot alot alot more time on youtube, mysoju, movie6, etc already. :D
Thank you, yy! :D I received your postcard from aust on thursday night! ((:

Thanks dear! (: I really appreciate it.

Spent my birthday with one of my favourite group of people, AHBF. (:
It's fun with y'all. Always fun. (:

Thanks for the night, thanks for the joy.
Thanks for the laughter, thanks for the company.
Thanks for the friendship, thanks for your time.
Thanks for the balloon, &thanks for everything else! :D
Wenfang really loves y'all! (: To the max. Muackies!
Nicer photos to be uploaded when i get hold of them from huili. ((:
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For everyone who had send me brithday wishes.
Thank you so much. (: They really made my day!
Now the fun part! Heehee. Here's the list of everyone's msg i've received (in order):
Before 25 April 2009
Yiwen
Daniel kor
Pauline jie
Ck kor
Yy (from aust!)
Bryan fok
25 April 2009
Valerie
Vincent
Amanda teo
Beeping
Esther yeo
Shimin
Jingni
Ruiping
Reena
Guozhong
Weikang
Amanda leong
Huifang
Junyi
Selene
Yuliang
Szemian (from china)
Shiqian jie
Huiyee
Aaron teo
Bryan chuang
Kokyao
Huili
Grace wee
Leonard
Binbin
Fion
Pamela
Michelle jie
Chanel
Xuelian
Edmund
Xinyi hoo
Nirma
Esther ker maam
Yuye
Zhengxian

&of cos the many wishes i've received on facebook. Thankies!
Y'all made wenfang a happy girl on her 19th birthday. :D

Being happy doesn't mean that one has to have everything, &to be better than others in life.
Being happy just simply means to be contented with whatever one has at hand. (:
I'm being contented. Or at the very least, i'm trying to learn how to be contented. :D

Right now, i just can't wait for Labour Day to comeeeee. ((:
It's gonna be another day filled with fun &joy. :D

2009-04-20T12:35:00.003+08:00

How did i fall in love with you>>

3 sentences of 3 words to describe Saturday.
1) Automated External Defribrillation.
2) Rushing. Busy. Tired.
3) Treated like Queen.

Even if there are parts in life, which you wish to hold on forever.
When it's time to let go, rmbr to let go.

Y'know, if the obstacles &challenges in life didn't manage to kill you, it just simple means you've grown stronger. (:
To all surviving creatures out there. Well done! :D

2009-04-14T17:34:00.001+08:00

Everybody got smth, they had to leave behind>>

Maybe.
Or, maybe not.

2009-04-06T15:15:00.001+08:00

I stay in love, baby>>

Saturday was fun. :D
Headed down to HQ for collection of some notes, before heading down to PS/Cathay for lunch. Then it was Bugis. Hahah, did i mention? We were horrified at the overrated price for bottled drinks &mineral water sold at 7-11. D: Horrible shitz. We both refused to get exploited, so we headed over to Carrefour instead. Daylight robbery please! ):
Bugis street, yay! :D The new building looks pretty nice. Too bad it's a tad too empty. :\ Let's try the Monkey Cafe sometime, yeah? (:
Meet up soon again!

Went bp's hse after we splitted ways. Hahah, Disaster's movie is a true disaster.

Cheap thrill, please! Hahah, yes yes! I'm ultimately sorry for my bad taste in movies! Heehee. (: But at least we have fun.
Aye, beeping! I miss yu yuan! :D Yu yuan dislikes strawberries. Heehee. :D
Met the guys for dinner at jurong point. Oh yay, both uncle &daddy treated us to Topless Five at Swensens. :D Thank youuuuu!

Katong Laska with zhihao tmr! :D
Meal with brother &cousins/family on friday!
Southern Ridges (again) with family on sat morning.
Potluck-kinda-thing with the girls at Huili's on sat! (:
&i'm so super sorry i couldn't make it on friday, joonmeng! ): We'll meet up soon yeah? With that darrenlim who's enjoying every single seconds of work. :D Heehee! Have fun in army!

Whee. I booked for my ever PhD Oral Defense Examination date for a particular student. (: Went through loads of shitz &trouble with the exam panel, etc. But when i finally finished this task, i feel good about myself. :D Hahah.

When fear comes crepting on you. :\

2009-03-28T21:16:00.002+08:00

&we cant go back
I'm sorry i cant be perfect>>

Certified first aider with chanel all over again. :D
Spent all tues, thurs &fri in HQ, attending SFA course. Hahah, strange as the next statement might sound. I kind of miss work.
Weird hur?
I miss the lcd com screen, i miss the annoying students bugging for more informations, i miss the students ringing that stupid bell at the counter, i miss the gossips of my colleagues, i miss reena, i miss the office's pantry, i miss the freezing aircon, i miss walking to work with my cousin, i miss lunching with my mum aunt &cousin, &i miss ebuddy. Hahah. It's strange how work seem to grow on me after awhile.
I take time to adapt, &have difficulties in doing so. But once i've adapted to something already, it just grows on me. (:
Back to sfa course, i really love CPR! (:

Class gathering today! :D
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Oh yeah. How could i forget to mention this previously? ):
I was rotting alone in ps waiting for my friend who is ultraubersuperduperextremely late. I went to the toilet at B1, &just when i'm about to turn out of the corner, i went face to face with someone!
We stood rooted to the ground for at least 3 seconds, we stared at each other, &we finally burst out laughing. Hahaha! :D
Why, hello binbin! It's so fated that we've to meet each other, yes? (: Heehee.
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I'm so glad we lunched here. Cos i really think the food's nice!
B&j after lunch.
Long awaited photo of bryan! :D Aye, disappointing. ):
Cos you actually look normal/okay. Hahah. I made my words come true! Told you this will be on my blog! :D Teach you not to meddle with my camera next time, yes? :D Heehee.

Hello bryan &kokyao! It's great to see you two botak (finally).
I've been waiting for this photo! A full clique botak guys! :D
&i really like how the last photo turns out! (: So brotherhood-ly please! &i honestly think the gys are so cute! :D

Group photo! (Hy left early.)
Shopped with the girls + bryan, while the guys left for their supposing-ly massage. Hahah.
Wheeee, huili! We've new dramas to watch already! :D
One of the things i'm really thankful for in jj, is definitely my classmates who have been aced. :D
More gatherings soon! ♥

Doesn't seems like anyone's supporting Earth Hour. :\ Well, at least not for the residents here in Dover! I took a look at my neighbourhood, &apparently, seems like every other apartments have their lights switched on still.

Aren't memories supposed to fade? What's wrong with my head. Shake it off. Let it go. Didn't think it'd be so hard.
I kept forgetting the simple rule, too late to go back already.

2009-03-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

'Cos i can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if i want to kiss you in the rain so>>

Nostalgic.

Sometimes life gets a little boring, and even dreadful.
Along the way, most of us might have been able to forge new friendships &make new friends.
But why is it so tough of us to maintain &continue the friendships we have with people we knew at a earlier stage?
I miss everything. Time won't stop ticking, &the world won't stop revolving just because an individual wants it too. Well, not even if the whole world's population wants it too.
So i guess, everyone else is right. Change is the only constant thing present.

Tmr's gonna be another longgggg day!
G'nights!

2009-03-20T00:09:00.001+08:00

我不要別人溫柔的懷抱
聽不見你的心跳>>

Troubled over university admission matters.
Should i go for ___________? Or should i just turn to _____________?
There's a crossroad laying in front of me, right now.
It's the upmost insecurity that is suffocating me. ):
I swear i have never felt so unsure before.
Every step i planned to take, might take me to the wrong destination.
J u w i s f d?

温馨。好温馨。
这是一个我曾经拥有的画面，一个我完全忽略的画面，一个我没想够我会失去的画面。
但事事难料，我还是失去了。
今天我看到了那熟悉的画面，那个我失去的画面。
失而复得的感觉是那么好的。：D
谢谢老天爷给我多一次机会。
我会珍惜的，一定会珍惜的。

2009-03-16T15:38:00.002+08:00

Come feel this magic i've been feeling since i met you
Can't help it if there's no one else>>

It's monday all over again. ):
Which means, another five days of work to survive through before the weekends approach.
Okay okay, i need strength to finish these weekdays. ):
If you find out that you have extra strength, please donate them to me. Tyvm.

huiyee says:
(:
huiyee says:
i love you so much
huiyee says:
thks for knowing me

That made my day, dearest friend. You're so sweet!

I miss the company of my classmates suddenly, even though i just spent my weekends with a bunch of them at the open houses.
I miss szemian too, who's in china suffering from the icy cold wind.
I miss batchmates, whom (hopefully) i'll get to see some of them this coming saturday for arts fest.

But like a fool who will never see the truth. I keep thinking something's gonna change.
But nothing will change. Nothing will ever, change.

2009-03-12T10:36:00.002+08:00

&one day you'll wake up
To find that you're missing me>>

It's been quite a long while since i laughed so much. (: I'm so glad i've retarded friends who can make such a simple dinner/gathering so much fun! :D Y'all are awesome, yo!
Sharing retarded moments of ourselves over the dining table, revealing those embarrassing past, singing out loud to the oldies, laughing at almost every single thing said &done, feeling happy over the simple grilled meal, &of cos! Playing open numbers to finish up the food, which bryan had it striked thrice. Haha! :D
Headed down to the park after the meal, which was around ten. Another round of crazy moments spent there. (:
Climbing the (idk what) to take group photos, having fun at the swings, catching (which failed), Pepsi-Cola-123!, 123-木頭人, etc. Oh oh, not forgetting, snapping photos! :D

Photos!

Clockwise: That's the very superduper act cute bryan for you. Yummy food! Ky's second helping. Awesome friends!

My loves! :D
Individual shots with the guys. (:
Dear Bryan,
It's been such a fun 2 years spent with you &the class! :D Hope you like the photo &the shirt AHF got for you! Yes, don't hesitate to drop me a msg when you're bored in camp. I'll spam your phone with my calls! :D :D Hahah.
I'll definitely miss you, &i'm sure all of us would! More gatherings &meetups when you're out okay!
Take care of yourself inside, &all the best! :D
Loves, wenfang.
(PS. Thanks for the chicken pie!)

Dear Kokyao,
PW is really memorable cos of Signature Park, your room, your dining table &of cos, the snacks your mum always brings back for us! :D Miss them alot!
Boss! I hope you'll take care of yourself inside, &you'll definitely be missed! More meetups soon, okay? (:
Loves, wenfang.

Thanks friends! :D Y'all made such a boring week so fun!
Sugar, spice &everything nice! Heehee. (:

I reckon i need to get some sleep soon. ): I feel a sore throat coming. Gahh.
I'm going to try to sleep by 10pm tonight. &i'm very determined to. (:
I need to put running after work back into the daily routine too.
I have some redcross activities/meetings jotted down in my handbook!
I can't wait to join back the 0707 company! :D
This whole paragraph starts off which the word 'I'. Heehee, i feel so self-centered! :D

Say you're sorry. That face of an angel comes out just when you need it to. &i paced back &forth all this time, 'cos I honestly believed in you. Holding on, the days drag on. Stupid girl, i should have known, i should have known.
It's all too late already.

2009-03-09T17:52:00.001+08:00

Maybe it's true, i'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance you get stuck on me too>>

Judgement day came, &left already.
The result slip is left neatly on my study desk. &i do know that being upset &disappointed couldn't change anything. My CT said what's more important, is to look forward in life, &move on. I agree with her on that, what bout you? (:
To my dearest classmates/friends who did really well. (: Trust me, i couldn't find any other ones who deserve the grades. Congrats!
To my dearest classmates/friends who fell short of their expectations, hey, you're not alone on that, i can assure you. (: Let's move on, yes?
Well, maybe the grades itself isn't the thing thats hurting. It's more of the fact that i've disappointed the people around me, yet again.
I've done that two years ago, with my O levels results. &i did it again, with the A levels results.
But i'm really grateful for having such supportive parents &family members &friends. (: For without them, i might not have come so far. (:

Edmund's reaction when i decided to reply his msg was "... Anyways, i'm really glad you replied, &not vanish like you said you would!"
Hahah. (: Yes, i didn't vanish. Thanks for your msges which cheer me up. (: &thanks for replying at unearthly hours even though you're still serving your bmt, &it's suppose to be lights out already. We'll meet up soon, after your POP on 11 march! :D
I'm alright, really. (:
How can i not be? When i've such encouraging friends pushing me, supporting me through the lowest moments. Haha, i couldn't possibly disappoint them again, yes?

For now, i just wish all of us would have the wisdom to choose the course which we really want, &that we'll really get in. (:
Best of luck, dear friends!
(:

Dear s07,
As results day slowly slip away, it means we're all a step closer to taking our individual paths into the future.
Maybe we didn't treasure the last two years properly, maybe we didn't spend our times tgt to the fullest, or maybe it's just me.
I just hope our facebook group account would be kept alive. (: I hope the guys in army would take care of themselves. I hope the girls working would take care of themselves as well. &i hope, that even as we march into the future, we will still rmbr that we were in the same class before, &never forsake the friendship we all forged. (:
Let's have meetups &gatherings often, yes? (:
Loves,
Wenfang.

Dear huili,
I need you to know you're a really special friend of mine. (:
&i really hope we'll find out what we really want in life soon.
Look ahead, &never look back in life. (: Y'know i'll always be beside you!
Jiayou!
Loves,
Wenfang.

Dear bffl,
Thanks so much for your phonecall, even though you're in china. (: It means alot to me. Alot.
Thousands of words to say to you, maybe even a million.
Here's 3 words for you, "I miss you."
Loves,
Wenfang.

2009-03-05T08:48:00.000+08:00

Another colour turns to grey
&it's just so hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away>>

Dinner with mandaleong at Holland Village after work on monday.
Oh, i saw Ms Ng at the busstop outside Fairfield! :D Hahah, she's still the same. With her wicked sense of humour. (: Miss those times in Primay 6. Wow, which was 6years ago. (:
We're all growing &maturing, leaving out good ol' past further &further away. As unwilling as we are, time just doesn't seem to be stopping for us.
Back to dinner, it's fun chatting with her! :D Just chitchatting, catching up, &hanging around tgt.
We were talking about the cat's that's going to poo (oh yes i'm sure it is!), talking about my pervertic friend, talking about her job, talking the stupid car which tried to reverse in that narrow driveway. &of cos, _______.
Hahah. Next time, we'll dine again soon (hopefully), using your card at the idk-what-place-is-that, okay? (:
I hope you like my gift. Stop saying that i'm slacking okay, i gave you sweets! Which, oh by the way, is supposed to be 1 sweet per 2 hour, instead of an hour. Hahaha. :D

I love you, manadaleong! (: Loads of love. Please stay happy!

Met up with hy for dinner/chats at jp ytd after work.
I still love you, although you had me waiting for 55 minutes. ):
It's fun, sitting down at Pizza Hut, then realising that we'd rather have ToriQ. So we left the menu at the other table, &hurry dash out of PH. Thank goodness we're sitting outside! Hahah. It's so whacky. (: Love you!
ToriQ is the bomb. I felt so hungry that i could swallow 10 packets! Okay, bet you knew that i was kidding. (:

(: Like what you said, i really hope this friendship would last til the end. Mm, all of our friendships, in fact! (:
Thanks for the time, &the laughter. Thanks for the chat &the dinner. :D

I went for a run tuesday after work, &today my whoel body feels weird. :\ Like i haven't been running for a really long time.
I needed the run, very much.

No one said all dreams could come true.
No one said hopes could all be real.
No one said promises would be true.
No one said fanasty would last forever.
&no one said one could live in denial forever.
Guess it's time to snap out of it already, &let the harsh reality hit us. ):
AS MUCH AS I REALLY DWANT IT TO.
Best of lucks to everyone receiving the results tmr, whether you need them or not.
Esp to these group of people.

Sure, we haven't been the closest class, the most united class, the _____ class. But i'm glad there were y'all there during As. If your presence is missing, i really wouldn't believe i could complete this journey. So classmates, all the best.

I reckon i'll vanish from earth during the weekends.
Don't say i didn't warn you.

2009-02-28T00:01:00.013+08:00

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet>>

Meetup with pam cal bin on friday was good! (:
Loads of laughter &joy shared. Heh, those gossips, meants only for our ears &no one else.
Walking around marina square with y'all, snapping photos with y'all. Ahh. Reliving those china trip memories. (:
Miss them! It's impossible to return to those moments, yes i know. But hey, let's create more!
Maybe the hotel stay at year end, the stayover at our already overcrowded place, the overseas trip, etc. ((: Yes yes?

Decided against nyny since it's going to be a little harsh on our wallets, &headed down for pizza hut instead. (: Ohmyg, you should have totally seen the way we all tried to covered the pizza with cheese &more cheese. So embarrassing when we had to ask for two refills! Hahah. :D
The waitress serving our table seems pretty occupied, yes? Hehe.
Pam &i finished the last slice &went Secret Recipe to get a cake for cal, since it's her birthday the next day.
Hahah, i think we really caught her by surprise when the lights dimmed &the birthday song was played! (: Happy 19th birthday dear ms messy! :D

Headed over to Esplanade since there's basically nth left in Marina Square to walk about. :\
Oh oh! We saw weixiang! Hahahah. :D Certainly do brings back more memories, yes girls? Heh.

Snapped more photos, before we went to level 1 for chats. :D
Ahhh, it's just like those hostel times, when we chat &chat, til all of drift to sleep. (: But the sad thing is, we can't possible sleep there! ): Ahhh.
It's really fun meeting up with y'all, catching up &chatting. :D yes, make the next meetup not one &a half years later, but soon! (:

I could barely pull myself up at 7plus this morning. ):
Headed down to The Southern Ridges with my parents. (: Pretty awesome. I think i'm gonna pull some of my friends along with me. We can walk this whole trail, &chitchat &exercise at the same time! :D It's going to be so nice, yes? (:
We started off at the Alexandra Arch, then we went to Telok Blangah Hill Park , Henderson Waves, Faber Walk, Mount Faber Park, Marang Trail &ended up opposite vivocity.

Ahh, but i couldnt make it for VI games day instead. :\ It's a pity we arent able to form the 0707 team. ): Well, hope those who went had fun! (:

Fortune Cuisine with aaron bryan benj in the evening. (: The guys went rattling about army, while i was listening &listening. Seriously, just afew more dinners with the guys, maybe i can come up with a book named 'Life in NS'. Hahah, at least the guys were nice to notice how bored i am with the topic! ;D
It's nice just hanging around with them, chitchatting &catching up. (: It would have been alot more fun with more people, definitely!
I really miss class. ): Like really, infinitely, ttm.
I miss the 5 guys behind, us 6 girls sitting tgt with rp at the side, f6 in front of us, &the rest of the classmates filling in the gaps. I miss the breaks with the girls. I miss pc with the girls &class. I miss birthday celebrations with the classmates/clique too! :D Really, really. I miss y'all!

Oh yeah, i saw vincent! &vincent saw me. I make him happy, so im his good friend. (:

Hahah. Stay happy good ol' giant friend of mine! I'll make my promise come true! Just wait, patiently. :D

It's bugis tmr with mummy. (: On a secret mission. Haha, sometimes my mummy is just so adorable! (:

siwyanaltwyd,cijmfysbd. :\
Let it all go, baby.

2009-02-26T16:58:00.000+08:00

I stared at the phone, you still haven't call
&you feel so low, you can't feel nothing at all>>

That fateful cny eve, when i dropped the whole stack of utensils after reunion dinner. Some spoons broke &a piece of it cut my ankle.
&my brother just happily added "Oh, luckily you didnt clear my side of the table leh. I saved one spoon!"
Walaoooo. What an adorable brother i have. Hahah.

Furama's buffet spread is honestly sinful. (: With all the delicious food waiting for you, you just can't help but have afew more servings.

Especially that free flow of chocolate fondue. Ahh!

Mm, there're too many things stuck inside of me. Too many.
&they're weighing me down.
Mm, too much emotions, too much thoughts. Too much words, &too much tears.
I'm just gonna keep my sanity, &try to get myself out of this mess, which i had been tripping &stumbling all along.

On a lighter note, check out the bffl blog under the links sections! (:
I'm so gonna miss you, szemian!
So much, so much, so muchhhhh. ):

yltm,aog.

2009-02-21T21:14:00.004+08:00

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around>>

Met up with joel on wed, after work. Hahah, i cannot believe i almost couldn't recognise you, yknow!
Tsk! You gotta stop changing your looks, joel! (: Either that, or it meant that we need to have more meetups. Haha. (:
Katong laska was the bomb! (: Headed down to Cold Rock for some icecream.
Hahah, it's nice catching up with you! Hearing interesting stories bout you, &i bet you enjoyed hearing my stories as well, yes? How we dislike a certain type of fruit. :D Hahah, SSHH!
No pictures taken! Cos i know you're a guy who doesnt enjoy the company of a camera, yes? (:

BBDC after work on thursday &friday, &another one session tmr morning. :\ I think i'm gonna boycott gombak &batok for a period of time soon.
Met up with hl on friday while i was on the way back home from BBDC. Hahah, i know i said i wont post this up. But aiyah, nvm lah hor? :D We were sitting on a big rock by the carpark for chats &all, then suddenly smth dropped down from the branch with a loud thud (okay, it went piak instead, i think). &it turned down to be some four legged creature. DAMN GROSS i tell you! Ugh. ):
But it's still a nice chat with you by the rock, sweets. (: Let's hope our wish come true. (:

Met up with the sec sch girls for a quick meal today at jp, as yy's farewell meetup. Ahh, a little pity mrs grapes couldn't make it! ): It'd be alot more fun i guess!
The waiter serving our table seems really sick! Hahah, honestly! Why dont you get a day off work? Tsk. We gave yy her farewell gift, then there was a long pause of awkward silence. Hahah, but joa broke it off by laughing. (:

Only photo taken, before we went our separate ways.
(: Dear y'all! I just want to say, life in sec sch, esp sec 3 &4, became so enjoyable &memorable cos of the company &friendship i had with y'all! I really miss those times. (:
I really hope this friendship of ours stays. (: Really.
&dearest yy! (: Have fun in aust okay! Please dont get a new aussie boyf then forsake us &mh! HEHE. Kidding. You can get an aussie boyf there, just dont forsake us! (:
Hope you like the book! (:

I met up with bp after the girls left. Walked around aimlessly, chitchatting & just hanging around.
Thanks for zooming down to save me from boredom okay! (: &of cos to hy, who chatted with me on the phone while waiting for bp to come down. &bryan, who came down to meet us when i said im in jp. Thanks thanks! (:
Went bakerzin with those 2, &bra &i had 12 pieces worth of the free flow of bread. Hahah, we've all since really understand the imptance of money! &walao, the vinegar plus bread really sting my tongue. ): I hate it now. ): ):

Bra left, while both of us continue combing jp. (: Thanks for the company, friend!

He's just not that into you seems pretty okay. (: I mean, it gets boring initially which makes me feel like falling asleep, but it gets more interesting towards the middle. (: Yeah, some girls just think too much &usually end up thinking wrongly. TSK.

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One of the worst thing that can happen to one, is when the mind tries so hard to find an excuse.
&when it finally did, the heart came up with more than ten within the snap of a finger, to make that particular excuse useless.
&i hate it.

2009-02-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything>>

Nfc 2009 was held at Fairfield this year. (:
A tinge of pride in me, when i see cadets from all over singapore coming down to Fairfield, where the annual Footdrill Competition is held. Really nice.
I'm proud of being a fairsian. &i'll always be proud of it.
Fairfield gives me too many memories, both good &bad. Way too many. If not Fairfield, i guess i wont be who i am today. Well, not that i'm actually somebody today. But aiyah, you get my point. (:
I'm thankful for Fairfield. Really thankful.

Fmssrcy, you might have lost nfc 2009, but it's okay! There's always a next round, &the next. I don't request for y'all to be the champion in the competition, i just want y'all to be champions in the journey. (:
Learn all your mistakes &correct them in time, for the next competition which awaits us. &i'm very sure, one day, the silverware will belong to us rightfully.
So, dont be discouraged or give up, kids! (: Let's push one another along this journey, &continue fighting on. :D

Anyways, on a lighter note, i met up with bffl ytd after work! :D
Happy black friday, dearest! Muacks!
Thanks so much for everything you gave, the gifts, the memories, the company, the etc.
Actually whatever i want to tell you are all in the book already!
Yeah man, let's make that a book of our memories! :D

Thanks dear, for the listening ears, the firm handshake, the steady shoulder, &the assuring hugs when i needed them.
Forget me not while you're in china! (:

Amanda leong! :D

Ohmygggg. Thanks so much for your blogpost dedicated to me. Yes yes! I'm so touchedddd ttm (like what you like to say). Hahah. :D
I miss you too! I also want to go jalanjalan with you, makan with you, playplay with you, talktalk with you, spend time with you, &everything with you too! &WHEN IS OUR NEXT GATHERING GOING TO BE!
Haha. Thanks girl for listening to all my stupid complaints &_____. Thank you, for being so understanding as well! :D More emails okay!

Today's v day! Spent this day with AB. Ahh, missing H, if not it'd be another AHBF gathering! Haha, next time okay!
I tell you, it's uber embarrassing cos i took the wrong bus without realising, &ended up pretty late while meeting those two guys. &of all the places available in the world, we settled for smth cliche like Pizza Hut. Hahaha, yes! Pizza Hut! &worse, i can't afford to eat my all time favourite Curry Zazzle br cos of my dying throat. ):
We went Big Bookshop after that meal, before going for a round of tangyuan. Seriously, try the peanut ones only! I dont think the rest are any nice! ):

Hey guys, thanks for the company! (:

There're still so much more i need to say, still so much more i need to understand.
But i guess it's all too late already.
Maybe things are better off left this way.
I'm moving on already.

2009-02-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

Baby what happened please tell me
'Cos one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door>>

Drop by fairfield ytd after work.
Ahh, i tried to rush already. ): But i still din managed to see the squad do their drill.
Heard from the ncos their fancy drill is pretty good. (:

I know i haven been down for training much. Well, maybe too little to count, except for the fd comp camp.
But still, hey guys, i'm glad the whole squad made it this far. Survived through the impossible fd trainings, &tough times tgt with one another.
Tmr will be the day y'all will march into the competition ground with pride &determination. (:
The moments might soon fade, but i hope the memories &bond you forged with the squad will always be remembered. Cherish them, cos few years down the road, these memories will be the one which you'll always hold dear to your heart. (:
So fd comp squad 08/09, all the best tmr! :D
Be a winner, not only in the competiton, but in the journey as well. :D
Fd comp! Better than the best! Woo-ha! ;D

I'm like sick like anything on earth now. ):
My throat's killing me, my nose's running from me, &my temperature seems to be climbing the stairs up to nowhere. Gahh.

Paper promises, false hopes.
Those never-meant-to-be endings.
Thanks for them, but you can keep them for yourself.

Fd comp tmr!
Gotta get some rest already! (:
I'll blog more about the dinner with bffl &amanda's blogpost for me tmr! :D